yeah i know i've got an unimproved english but today i would like to express myself in these words.

today, it was like, the first day of my period so working was more painful than ever. i'd been singing to myself "a hard day's night" from beatles. but the difference is, that i've got nobody making me feel "allright" when i come back home. and yes, i'd been working like a dog.

yesterday, i had my day off, so i went to lake george. i met a girl in the trolley and we went to her motel. later, i walked back to the lake, walked in to a taverne and i drank two beers. they somehow caused a big encouragement in me and i decided to walk back to the park. at first, i was walking on the highway and i was scared of the cars. then i found a walking route passing through the forest. after 2 hours i was in the park, but i was miserable. i decided not to drink anymore.

i am tired right now. but i cannot sleep.